Sunday Confessional — I Had a Threesome


My boyfriend and I have been together for three years and I love him with all my heart. We live together and we've begun to seriously talk about getting married. He's been out of town for the past month on a work project and though I miss him, I've been having a lot of fun with my friends. Over the weekend I went over to my best friend's house for dinner. She lives with her boyfriend and the four of us spend a lot of time together. Jokingly, the subject of a threesome came up. They've been wanting to try it for some time now, and since they know I've had one before, they drilled me with all sorts of questions. It's not something I usually talk about since my boyfriend is utterly opposed to the idea, but after a few glasses of wine, we started to have fun with it. As the night went on, one thing led to another and I ended in the bedroom with them. Before things got too crazy, I realized what I was doing and I quickly got up and left.

I'm terribly ashamed by what I have done. Not only am I embarrassed to see/talk to my friends again, but I cheated on my boyfriend with a couple we spend most of our time with. I don't doubt that they would have the decency to keep this between us, but it's already eating me up inside and it's only been two days! I've never kept a secret from my boyfriend before but I know for a fact that this will ruin our relationship. Can I be forgiven if I leave well enough alone? I'm so confused and have no clue what to do.

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