I'm going through a terrible breakup. I can't get over him. After half a year, after trying everything. I still love him. I CANNOT imagine myself with another guy emotionally and physically. It makes me sick. I'm tired of being depressed and lonely. I feel like I can't escape the thought of him no matter how hard I try to advert my attention. It makes me so sad thinking of the future and the past. Especially the present. I NEED an older lady to give me their personal story. Tell in full detail what happened with your first love/break up. I'm in desperate need of another womans experience on this issue. Not only am I interested but I need to hear it. I need hope. Anyone like to share?